you’ve gotta swim, swim for your life. swim for the music that save you when you’re not so sure you’ll survive. and you’ve gotta swim, swim when it hurts. the whole world is watching, you haven’t come this far to fall off the earth. the currents will pull you away from your love. just keep your head above. i found a tidal wave begging to tear down the dawn. memories like bullets, they fire at me from a gun. cracking the armor, yeah. i swim for brighter days despite the absence of sun. choking on salt water. i’m not giving in. swim. you gotta swim through nights that won’t end. swim for your families, your lovers, your sisters and brothers and friends. you’ve gotta swim for wars without cause. swim for the lost politicians who don’t see their greed as a flaw. the currents will pull us away from our love. just keep your head above. i found a tidal wave begging to tear down the dawn. memories like bullets, they fire at me from a gun. cracking the armor, yeah. i swim for brighter days, despite the absence of sun. choking on salt water. i’m not giving in. swim. you gotta swim, swim in the dark. there’s no shame in drifting, feel the tide shifting and wait for the spark. yeah, you gotta swim, don’t let yourself sink. just find the horizon, i promise you it’s not as far as you think. the currents will drag us away from our love. just keep your head above. swim.

jack’s mannequin - swim

Did you stand on your tippy-toes when you had your last kiss?
no

The last person kissed? Did his/her name start with A,J,L,M,R,S,V,Z?
yes

Where are you at?
apartment

Do you like anyone?
yes

Who was the last person to call you?
poppa

Name four things you did today:
captain crunch and pizza. i think that’s all i ate today.

What does the clock say?
9.29

What do you hear right now?
jack’s mannequin - crashin

When was the last time you cried?
today. my sister’s keeper made me lose it. i’m such a sap.

Are you on the phone?
no

What woke you up last night?
nothing

Are you texting anyone right now?
not at the moment

Do you have shoes on?
no

Waiting for anything?
i guess.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
a few hours ago

Who was the first person you talked to today?
dad

What are you thinking about right now?
boy

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
no

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
yes

Would you ever let a girl/boy put you through hell and back?
i’d go through it with them if they needed me.

Where did you last fall asleep other than your bed?
don’t remember

Are you close to your siblings?
all of them

Your ex says they never even liked you, you say?
no ex

Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
yes

Who did you see last shirtless?
dude in a movie ha

Who would you do anything for?
my family. my friends.

Do you like to hold hands?
yes

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
kind of

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
i have my lip already. i think that’s enough.

What was the most memorable thing that happened this summer?
oy

Have you ever walked on the beach?
frequently

What’s the best part about being single?
not sure

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
yes

Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
sometimes

Have you ever gone out with anyone older than you?
kind of?

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
green tea

Do you think you will ever be married?
maybe

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
sort of

Is it possible to be single and happy?
sure

Are you jealous of someone right now?
no

Why did you last cry?
the movie

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
male

Have you known any of your friends for most of your life?
yes

Anything happen to you within the past month that has made you really angry?
no

Do you remember who you liked on New Year’s?
yes

Do you like hugs or do you freak out when people hug you?
i like them

What’s something you really want right now, be honest?
to be with friends. and him.

Last person you had a deep conversation with?
not sure

Missing someone you shouldn’t be?
no

Do you have nice eyes?
i like them. they serve me well.

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
waking up

Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
no

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
yes

Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
yes

Do you love someone at this point?
yes

Think of the last person you kissed, did that person ever take off your pants?
no

Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?
the people closest to me. hopefully it doesn’t happen, though.

Do you like to cuddle?
yes

Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
it’s possible

When was the last time you had a conversation with your last ex?
uh

Have you ever kissed someone who smokes?
no

Do you cry easily?
not really

Has the last person you kissed ever made you cry?
no

Ever cried while you were on the phone with that person?
no

Are you excited for anything?
tomorrow, thanksgiving

Have you and the last person you kissed ever talked about going out?
no

How are you feeling right now?
not to be dramatic, but kind of lonely. i miss some people.

What are you doing right now?
listening to music, this

What should you be doing right now?
nothing

Are you worried about anything right now?
sort of

How do you think this day will be?
it’s pretty much over. it was alright, i guess. i didn’t get to see who i wanted to.

Ever gotten in a car accident?
no

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
no

Have you ever been used?
maybe. i tend to let people walk all over me.

Have you been used recently?
not really

Cheated on?
no

Are you afraid of getting your heart broken?
no

Who did you last ride in a car with?
not sure

Do you think the person whom you like will break your heart?
hope not

What will your next piercing be?
probably nothing.

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell?
mom

When was the last time you watched a horror movie? What was it?
don’t remember.

Do you have any drugs in your bedroom?
no

Have you ever experienced being in love?
no

Who last texted you?
koch

What’s your current frustration?
absence

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
no

What is something that can easily kill your mood?
hm

Did you have any unread messages when you woke up today?
no

Do you take walks often?
bike rides

What’s the last kind of Vitamin Water you had?
xxx

What did you dream about last night?
i don’t usually remember my dreams

What’s the last TV show/movie you watched?
the ugly truth

Have you ever broken anyone’s heart?
i may have. and i feel bad about it, but it wasn’t something that would have worked out.

What’s one thing you wish you could take back?
nothing

What’s in front of you, besides your computer?
a wall

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?
nah

Is there a guy who knows everything or almost everything about you?
sort of

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
a few

Who was the last person you hugged in public?
kait

Are you missing someone?
yes

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i don’t know

Have you ever felt replaced?
yes

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
yes

Do you think they meant it?
yes.

Did it rain today?
no

Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
no

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
not frustrated. just impatient.

Are you mad at anyone right now?
no

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
many.

Is there someone you’d like to fix things with?
yes

When was the last time something bothered you?
now kind of

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no

How was last night?
very fun. mario party and monopoly.

Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
no

Are you ticklish?
ak yes. very.

Last time someone tickled you?
a few weeks ago.

How many months until your birthday?
a year.

Do you like to write poetry?
i’m no good at putting my thoughts into words

Do you keep a blog?
tumblr

Is there a blanket in the room you are in right now?
no

Do you like the color yellow?
yes

Do you like Cheez-Its or Cheese Nips better?
neither

Do you have a lamp with a pull cord instead of a switch?
the ceiling light in my room has both

Are your ears pierced?
yes. i think they’re closing up, though.

If so, were they pierced with a piercing gun, or with a sterile needle?
gun

Do you wear make-up regularly?
yes

Did you eat cereal for breakfast today?
no

Are you wearing green right now?
under my tshirt

Have you worn headphones at all today?
no

Where is your hairbrush?
in my room on my cd case

When was the last time you tripped over something?
today

Any obsessive-compulsive tendencies?
yeah, random things.

What was the last thing you laughed at?
the tv

What was your favorite game when you were a child?
mr wiggly.

Have you eaten something today that was made from cheese?
no

What was the last cuss word you said outloud?
probably fuck

What other languages have you learned?
spanish

Who was the last person you yelled at?
i don’t really yell

Favorite type of apple?
green

What was the last big realization you had?
i’m in total control of what i do.

If you could get a tattoo right now, what would you get, and where?
my next one is going to be a daisy and an anchor with the words “really livin”. it’s for my grandmom and grandpop.

What time did you wake up yesterday?
10

Is it soda, pop, coke, or something else?
soda

Think about the last bird you saw. What kind of bird was it?
i don’t know

Ever seen live horse racing?
no

How about live greyhound racing?
no

If you could choose another planet to live on, which would it be?
venus

What’s one thing, besides the obvious, that you couldn’t live without?
music

How many times a day do you talk on the phone with your significant other?
i don’t have one at this time

Other than English, what was the last language spoken to you?
spanish?

What math level are you currently taking/did you last take in school?
the last math class i took was calculus

Who was the last person to ask you for relationship advice?
i don’t know

Do you have a sleeping problem?
not really

Have you ever taken a survey with a friend, listing both answers?
no

Where would you order your favorite burger from?
gianna’s

Who have you been hanging out with most often these days?
kait

Do you know a guy who has hair longer than yours?
no

What color was the last cup you drank out of?
purple

If you’re in school, what do you do to fill in time between classes?
not in school

When did you last encounter someone you disliked?
when was the last time i was at work?

Ever been to a real haunted house?
yes

Where was the last place you got lost?
i don’t remember.

What windows are open on your desktop right now?
itunes, firefox and wordpad

When was the last time you had cheesecake?
whenever gianna’s had it last

When you last shed tears, was it because of a person?
no

Which music artists were at the last concert you attended?
say anything, eisley, moneen and moving mountains.

What was the last thing you discussed through text messages?
house

How many songs are on your iPod/MP3 player?
like, 3000 or something

Other than yours, whose house did you last fall asleep at?
camelot

Have you ever had a significant other whose parents didn’t like you?
no

What’s so unique about your computer?
it overheats. and it has awesome stickers. haha

How was life for you six months ago?
different

How much is gas in your area?
like, 2.40

What’s something interesting you learned in the past week?
uh

Do you know what you plan to do for your next birthday?
tomorrow. getting my bike from camelot, work, making oreo balls and watching a movie or something.

Was the last book you currently read for fun or assignment related?
for fun.